我

一片黑漆漆的。

我，害怕了....
我，惊慌了....
我，哭了...

眼前的我，看不见了....

看不见美好事物 ....
看不见人们的心思 ....
看不见未来 ....

滴答滴答的。

我， 疲惫了....
我， 厌倦了....
我， 哭了....

眼前的我，不想了....

不想未来 ....
不想烦恼 ....
不想现在 ....

我，讨厌我自己了 ....
我，出尔反尔了 ....
我，后悔了。

一切太晚了。

Passenger..

I can choose either to be a victim of the world or an adventurer in search of treasure.

Its all a question of how I view my life.

My life there, need a turn to be a newish. 

Papers only the history now. 

Regretful?

yes?

Now I'll not listen to reason of myself.

Reason always means what someone else has got to say.

Just let it only one of the passenger of many. 

The Name I loved (Dub)

My favorite song! =)

My hands become cold
The memory of love coldly draws near
It becomes painful
I don't want to be unfair to you any longer

Knowing that I can't love you
Who is close to me
Who can't look at me
It's too hard to wait
I can't stand it anymore
Since it won't be achievable

That name I loved
Became too distant as I went out to call it
I now write that name down
I'm on the verge of tears
I want to hide within myself
Remember that day now
Where all I could do was love you
 Because an unachievable love is still love

The feeling of love
That you can't do alone comes to me
The longings that I can't even start only get bigger
Only your scent is left
In the cold, corner of my heart

That name I loved
Became too distant as I went out to call it
I now write that name down
I'm on the verge of tears
I want to hide within myself
Remember that day now
Where all I could do was love you
Because an unachievable love is still love

Turn back a thousand times
To the moment we first went to that point
I'll take away everything
From that one corner of my heart

The name I loved
Became too distant as I went out to call it
I now write that name down
I'm on the verge of tears
I want to hide within myself
Remember that day now
Where all I could do was love you
Because a love that can't grow is still love

(That name I loved
Became too distant as I went out to call it)

(Remember that day now
Where all I could do was love you)

(That name I loved
Became too distant as I went out to call it)

shhh...

I had dreams ,fantasy dreams!
Is recently, cant get enough for that!
maknae and top. Dubu tonight? XD
Hope having it tonight again! c(^.^)b

hmm..

hmmm..recently review my posts.. 
I just made people understood me!
Hah! i cant believe that.. 
Tsk..tsk.my bad..


ps: feel disgust.. you guys know what i mean ^^

STPM

IC check!

Exam passport check!

pencil case check!

brain...hmmm...uncheck! =D

Tomorrow we gonna start our War..
Get a position! Roger? roger?
First target.. General Paper 2..
We gonna shoot it down!

Good Luck my buddies~! Don't lose in this battle!
You all have all my wishes!

Aza aza Hwaiting~!!!!

Timing

Left within 5 days to my 1st paper GP.
I am doing the preparation for the papers..

But at this second, this moment nothing else bothering me except the Pathogen!

I am been underattacked!
Fire in the hole! ..Boom!
I : Covering me!
I : I need backup! I need backup!
Immune system : Negative! Negative!

 - Defeat -

End up..cough and fever..

等待。。。

The Photos

Old photos..there were memories.

The photos remind me. There the happiness where i can found, at the same place i found sadness too. Always hoping everything doesn't change much , hoping everything work as the past. The facts, everyone changed, i changed, the world is changing. 

No matter how hard i hope, it never come true. 

The past we used to talk a lot, smiles a lot, but now we getting far apart. The time changes us...

Trying to smile one to feel better...

A day was passed, am still doing nothing.............. 

Now i am running out of time! (yelling)

gastric, migraine, gum pain! all in one now..

how exhausted my body is recently, absent for school 3 days a week (sigh).

some for sure said am study very hard at home! i am not..repeat...i really not.

morning, noon, evening study mood not at all. when comes in midnight, yea~it comes but body doesn't want to work with me.

sigh..sometimes i hate myself being this. putting my studies aside instead doing the wasting time stuffs.

my determination likes play hide and seek with me. no joke. two voices keep playing in my mind. (study now! no! i don want it, after while i will going for it. No, you wont, just wake up for that place and take ur book study! I said i don want it! ) it keep play and play in my minds. 

(slapping) wake up wake up! wake up........wake.....up..........wa....ke.....up

ps: through this i know one day i'm going insane~~~~