shhh...

I had dreams ,fantasy dreams!
Is recently, cant get enough for that!
maknae and top. Dubu tonight? XD
Hope having it tonight again! c(^.^)b

hmm..

hmmm..recently review my posts.. 
I just made people understood me!
Hah! i cant believe that.. 
Tsk..tsk.my bad..


ps: feel disgust.. you guys know what i mean ^^

STPM

IC check!

Exam passport check!

pencil case check!

brain...hmmm...uncheck! =D

Tomorrow we gonna start our War..
Get a position! Roger? roger?
First target.. General Paper 2..
We gonna shoot it down!

Good Luck my buddies~! Don't lose in this battle!
You all have all my wishes!

Aza aza Hwaiting~!!!!

Timing

Left within 5 days to my 1st paper GP.
I am doing the preparation for the papers..

But at this second, this moment nothing else bothering me except the Pathogen!

I am been underattacked!
Fire in the hole! ..Boom!
I : Covering me!
I : I need backup! I need backup!
Immune system : Negative! Negative!

 - Defeat -

End up..cough and fever..

等待。。。

The Photos

Old photos..there were memories.

The photos remind me. There the happiness where i can found, at the same place i found sadness too. Always hoping everything doesn't change much , hoping everything work as the past. The facts, everyone changed, i changed, the world is changing. 

No matter how hard i hope, it never come true. 

The past we used to talk a lot, smiles a lot, but now we getting far apart. The time changes us...

Trying to smile one to feel better...

A day was passed, am still doing nothing.............. 

Now i am running out of time! (yelling)

gastric, migraine, gum pain! all in one now..

how exhausted my body is recently, absent for school 3 days a week (sigh).

some for sure said am study very hard at home! i am not..repeat...i really not.

morning, noon, evening study mood not at all. when comes in midnight, yea~it comes but body doesn't want to work with me.

sigh..sometimes i hate myself being this. putting my studies aside instead doing the wasting time stuffs.

my determination likes play hide and seek with me. no joke. two voices keep playing in my mind. (study now! no! i don want it, after while i will going for it. No, you wont, just wake up for that place and take ur book study! I said i don want it! ) it keep play and play in my minds. 

(slapping) wake up wake up! wake up........wake.....up..........wa....ke.....up

ps: through this i know one day i'm going insane~~~~

dream

A dream was puzzle me for days.

what kind of dream i had?

scary? yes for certain view.

lovely?  yes in my dream.

nervous? yes for a moment.

Thought my eraser had rub the memories apart of that.

Yet he suddenly pop out in my dream. never thought about that, i swear.

anyway just a dream, it never will come true. don't be silly gal( 바보 )

Pretending

Feeling pain for not worth trusted.

own problem?

I guess yes.

Review the changes of me recently

My personality getting worse and worst?

I guess yes.

The effection,

i could bare no matter how worse is it, because i am who am i

don't make it seems like the end of the world, everything gonna be alright if YOU try harder. 

persuading and comfort myself  failed. I know there always a contradiction with my words and actions.  

pretending everything will be ok but look back i'm failed to be........... 

I...

The moment  You...

Neither let me get close to You nor let me know what is in your mind..

I always be alone.I knew.

From that moment i start to learn to be everything. 

Is a long way for me to go.  

For You and for me...i will...